change. it seems that everything around me is changing. !!!!!
a quick run down of the more concrete things that have occurred: i ran the house for a weekend by myself. i cleaned bathrooms, made beds, and planted hazelnut seeds. i listened to people fret over money, and car trouble, and loved ones' well-being. catherine went back to school. i decided to stay until next spring or summer. my girls from chicago visited: paige moved home for a month before she moves to thailand for six months. audie and rosie are moving out of their apartments and to their parents' houses. i've been hiking, and running, and reading, and cleaning. i made friends that go to bars and rock climb and play instruments and go to medical school. i have an interview for a super flexible part time job in lewisburg, which brian works at now. i mailed handmade cards, received packages, and ordered books. i've been swimming in the river, getting excited for autumn, and scared for winter. overall, im so amazed at how much i love being here. most days, im so happy and grateful for the things i get to experience and people that surround me.
because i have spent the week reading on the porch and eating amish baked goods i had planned to wake up by 7:30 today and work through the morning. when i rolled over to see 8:50 on my alarm clock, i slightly panicked. however, i soon remembered where i live and where i work. there is a real sense of calmness, perspective, and security here. waking up late doesn't ruin a schedule, but has allowed my body what it needs. the work always gets done and more importantly, the people always feel loved.
miss and love you all.
